It now haunts me, I drew this picture for you, it took me 5 months. I spent my time doing something for you and then you leave. I hope you never get to see what it looks like and you always wonder. But thanks to you this is one of the nicest things I’ve drawn and I can’t look at it without thinking of you, without hurting.

He’s not worth all those tears that won’t go away 

Go away

I can’t want you anymore  

The ditch between us so damn deep 

Built a wall around my heart never let it fall apart but I wish secretly it would fall down while I’m sleep  

Now that I’m here thinking it through I’ve never been anywhere as cold as you  

Thanks for making me feel like I’m nothing 

Reallly fucking pist right now  

I don’t want to give up on you because it hurts me to see you fade away 

Don’t complain and be luck with what you have  

I should have just given up on you a long time ago, there was never a chance  

Fuck off 

“Oh they have plans” 

Yes thank you for that. Now I just look like the idiot. I knew all of those times I should have stayed and not cared so much about you. All those times I had a little bit of hope and you ignored me, just like I ignored the truth.

I hate making decisions, its honestly one of my worst fears. I always seem to make the wrong choice.